"You really don't like change do you," my good friend texted me last night.
My church community group re-started after a several month hiatus. After a long day that left me wanting to crawl into bed, I instead dragged myself to the church couple's living room and looked around. Not a soul from my community group sat on all those many chairs and couches. "Where are Matt and Muffy?" I asked, not even picking out the leaders of my group. "Where is everyone? Where are Matt and Muffy?"
I kid you not, I left the room and almost started crying.
Granted, I was exhausted. And the main reason why I had gone was to talk to MY community group about something they had prayed for me about, but now they weren't even here! This was like walking, bedraggled, into what you think is going to be home, and finding a bunch of staring stranger's eyes looking back at you.
Well, I survived, left early, came home and went to bed.
But my friend's assessment stands true: I don't really like change all that much.
A casualty of having never moved maybe?
And yet as I was journaling a prayer tonight, a theme lifted its head and roared like a lion:
MY LORD IS WITH ME ALWAYS.
Maybe that's why I came home today singing, "Your love never fails, never gives up, never runs out on me."
Through all the dispensations of life, You will stay with me.
That's not even a question. God's desire is for me to abide in Him and He promises never to leave or forsake me.
That is the glorious thing about our God. Yes, He gets elbow deep in the grime and drama of our individual lives.
But He also reigns above it all, declaring that I am a child of the kingdom of light and that no one can snatch me out of His hand. He reigns above it all saying that His plan and purposes stand firm. Saying that whether you are being attacked in the Middle East for your faith or sneaking to a house church in Asia or being media-saturated in the West, He is still God and He does not change and His kingdom cannot be suppressed.
Neither death nor life nor angels or demons nor things in heaven nor things on earth nor anything in all creation is able to separate me from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus my Lord.
My life might go wonky, or not, but God won't.
No change, guaranteed.
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